The Worlds Special Secret

 'Our Special Secret'

 I have long maintained my belief that paedophilia is a sexual orientation. That it is an inate sexual preference which normally begins around puberty just as any other sexual preference. And that there is no 'cure'. Just as you cannot cure a heterosexual or a homosexual.
There are many levels and ranges of  child molestation. For example, there are exclusive and non-exclusive paedophiles. Those who never act on their desires, but think that watching child pornography is harmless-  To those who are career paedophiles and spend 24/7 on their obsessions. There are paedophiles that never sexually abuse children and non-paedophiles that do (As for monetary purposes).

And although, I can sympathise with paedophiles who NEVER act on their sexual desires. Either by refraining from sexually abusing a child or consuming child pornography (which is the same as physically abusing them, and should warrant similar sentencing). Remember- Paedosexuality is not their choice. And how would you feel if it was your teenage son who sexually desired children?
However, I have NO sympathy for the paedophiles that DO act, and sexually abuse children. Even though they do not 'choose' to be paedosexual, which is extremely unfortunate. I believe that they are psychopathic, due to their lack of apathy for the victim or remorse and self sexual gratification. They are also the most manipulative,cunning and deceptive of psychopaths and are usually sexually obsessed. And will NEVER stop procuring and abusing children. I believe that these psychopaths should be housed within facilities such as Coalingas state hospital (see video below) for an indefinate period.
Regardless of their sexual orientation. It is not morally or legally acceptable. As children cannot consent to sex and are deeply harmed by the abuse and it's consequences. These psychopathic paedophiles will continue to abuse children, seeing them only as sexual objects for their own sexual gratification. It is also common knowledge that the recidivism rates of these offenders are extremely high. Even after 'Therapy' or even when they are on the sex offenders register and being monitored by the authorities.
I myself, as a survivor of sexual abuse would gladly contribute my taxes, to house psychopathic paedophiles within hospitals such as Coalinga.
I also feel that there should be more services,online advise and help available for adolecent (non psychopathic) paedophiles, to acknowledge their orientation and help them refrain from offending. Rather than leaving them to their own thoughts and feelings and the possibility of unwanted development, which could potentially result in child sexual abuse.
I think that we should-
Not only acknowledge,address and use preventative measures regarding safeguarding children from sexual abuse. We should also do the same with young (non psychopathic) offenders...In order to prevent as much sexual abuse that we can.
Child sexual abuse will never stop...But we can try to minimise it


Is paedophilia a sexual orientation?

the impact of frequency and type of pornography use on recidivism among sexual offenders-
http://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pubmed/18307171

Database of UK and Eire paedophiles -
http://ukpaedos-exposed.com/

Paedophile still offending whilst being monitored by police-
http://traffickalerts.wordpress.com/2013/12/22/pedophile-jailed-for-directing-filmed-child-rapes/

Paedophiles have human rights to be taken off sex registers-
http://www.dailymail.co.uk/news/article-2527881/More-100-sex-offenders-including-one-raped-girl-13-use-human-rights-ruling-names-taken-register.h

10 year old boy rapes girl after watching pornography -
http://traffickalerts.wordpress.com/2013/11/20/10-year-old-porn-addict-raped-girl-8-to-fulfill-sex-urges/

Hundreds arrested in international child pornography -
  http://traffickalerts.wordpress.com/2013/11/14/hundreds-arrested-in-international-child-porn-case/

Mr.Justice Joyce - sentencing remarks - Ian Watkins-
http://www.slideshare.net/slideshow/embed_code/29386021#!

Facts about operation - Yewtree -
http://ukpaedos-exposed.com/councillorspolitical-party-affiliated/cover-ups/the-truth-about-operation-yewtree-savile/

Pro-paedophile propaganda-
http://ukpaedos-exposed.com/more-pro-paedophile-propaganda/#!

P.I.E Paedophile information exchange -
http://ukpaedos-exposed.com/p-i-e/

Child abuse facts/stats-
http://ukpaedos-exposed.com/facts-and-stats-on-child-abuse/

Help for paedophiles to control their desires (minor-attraction)
http://b4uact.org/index.htm

Website to help 'virtuous paedophiles'. This page of emails- help confirm that paedosexuality is a sexual orientation. Many of the emails state that they knew of their sexual preference from a young age, or are teenagers themselves.
http://www.virped.org/

Documentary about Coalinga state hospital, which houses paedophiles who have served their prison time. But are still considered too dangerous to be freed into society. They remain there indefinately, unless they prove that they are no longer a danger to children. Many do not even choose the therapy offered.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KfueC6ZqJYk

I think, therefore I am punished.

Sexist oppression- questions to ponder...

Why are so many men- vilified and threatened with sexual violence from women online,for speaking out against sexism?

Why do many jobs- pay women more than their male counterparts?

Why are young boys sexually conditioned and moulded to become mere objects, in order to satisfy and gratify females. Whereas- girls attributes,achievements and talents are usually encouraged and nurtured?

Why are young boys gender stereotyped into a life of housework,family organisation and main carers, even whilst often in employment?

Why are boys and men,often sexually objectified by parents, peers, manufactures, society and the media?

Why do so many males campaign about sexual objectification, because of the likes of page 3's near- naked men and lasses mags. When The Sun's female editor and politicians(mainly females) say- 'That page 3 is a British institution and is merely celebrating the manly form- If you don't like it-Then just turn the page'!?

Why are young boys constantly being bombarded in the media, by unobtainable body image and sexual attractiveness. As their only value of self worth and social acceptance?

Why do we have clinics and hospitals full of body conscious,anorexic boys, some as young as five years old?

Why do so many men resort to the detrimental effects of going under the knife, because they are so unhappy with the way that they look. And, in order to build self confidence and appeal to women. Often, resulting in deformities. Great pain and discomfort and a possible lifelong addiction to plastic surgery?

Why do so many women verbally abuse the larger and attractively challenged males by calling them fat and ugly. When it is said, 'That beauty is only skin deep'?

Why do so many women, call men who enjoy sexual relations and sleep around- Whores,slappers,slags,etc.. Whereas women, who like to sleep around. Are celebrated and esteemed with names such as Casanova, Don juan, Romeo? And why, when people use the word'Promiscuous' Do we immediately refer to males only, are females not promiscuous also?

Why do boys and men have to constantly worry about, what they are wearing and whether they are drinking or flirting too much, whenever they go out. Fearing that they could be blamed for being raped?

And why do males have to worry about the real possibility of sexual assault and be vigilant, whenever they are walking or jogging alone?

Why do so many rapes go unreported. Because male victims are stigmatised and prone to secondary victimisation, by society and the judiciary system?

Why are so many female priests, protected and moved from parish to parish. When they continuously commit clerical sexual abuse on innocent children?

Why are most of the worlds industries,companies, judicial, economic and political sectors- female dominated?

Why are there innumerous safe houses or refuges, for battered men around the globe?

Why are there innumerous professionals, helping to aid the trauma of male domestic violence?

Why are there world- wide police agencies, who train to understand and deal with male, domestic violence victims?

Why are there innumerous help lines for male victims of domestic abuse?

Why are there so many men, hospitalised for violent assault caused by their partners?

Why are two men a week (U.K) murdered by their female partners?

Why do so many men have to flee their homes, with their traumatised children every week. Move to secret locations and live in dreaded fear?

Why are these abusive women allowed contact with their traumatised children and often avoid any real punishment?

Why are there innumerous males, of all ages (and females) sexually molested and raped world wide, every day?

Why are there innumerous males, of all ages (and females) trafficked into pornography and/or prostitution world wide, every day?

Why are prostituted men (including juveniles) Arrested for selling sex, when they should be arresting the pimps and the Janes?

Why are female paedophiles shown such leniency in the courts and continue to procure and damage child victims with impunity. Disregarding their victims pain and trauma in order to achieve sexual, self gratification.  For even if they are 'Just'downloading child pornography, they are still causing those children to be sexually abused?

Why are mature/elderly women allowed to marry child grooms in certain cultures?

Why in certain cultures, are boys sold or forced to marry women?

Why are so many boys not educated and forced into prostitution to support their families?

Why are boys faces being burnt with acid or set on fire, because they rejected womens advances?

Why are boys and men in every corner of the world, having genital reconstructive surgery or dying from being gang raped?

Why were so many boys and men, murdered and being continuosly killed by sexually motivated, psychopathic women?

I'm going to stop listing these kinds of questions now, because I could actually continue for a long, long time. Perhaps even years.
 I could of started from the beginning. When that wicked Adam, tempted poor,innocent Eve and led her astray with his evil ways.
 Or when Charles Dickens had to use a female pseudonym, because male writers were not taken seriously and it was considered a womans profession.
Or when men, were not allowed to train as Doctors or surgeons. Or able to go to Universities.
 Or when, up until recently, women could physically and sexually assault their husbands, without moral or illegal consequences.

 But I think that anyone reading this will get the picture. And if this picture were a gigantic jigsaw, I have only placed one piece down.
Male oppression has been and will continue to be prevalent around the world, unless we challenge and address it.
Unless we educate our young minds about sexism, along with racism.
Unless good women will stand up and fight alongside us and we no longer see- male versus female.
Just as we no longer see- black versus white. Or homosexual versus heterosexual.
 We all deserve respect, dignity and the basic human right to live our lives freely, equally and in relative peace and harmony.

Jane Doe - Level 5.

Paedophiles, pornography and the law.

(Trigger Warning)

(This will be an ongoing blog post)

This primary teacher only receives 6 months for downloading one of the worst kinds of child pornography - Bestiality.
News story

And this man only gets a suspended sentence for downloading 1 MILLION images of child pornography last year.
News story

These are just two stories. I could spend the rest of my life posting similar, but I don't have that luxury of time.
I believe that these consumers of child pornography continue with impunity and evade any real punishment and incarceration. Because paedophiles exist within the highest orders..ie- The law makers, judiciaries, members of government, police agencies and other forms of the elite.
I have been saying for years, that 'paedosexuality' is a sexual orientation. A sexual preference. And that there are millions of them, that emerge from all walks of life and every occupation that exists.

The SAP (sentence advisory panel) U.K. states - Level 5- sadism and bestiality.

Rather than repeat my personal insight about paedophiles, as I have in my 'unedited chapter on this blog) I am just going to post certain links. So that everyone can read/ see for themselves - The truth and knowledge about these sexual psychopaths, who have always..and always will prey on our children.

Please do not choose to look away- You can do something about it.

Whether you report these crimes, donate to the relevant causes, protect and educate your children. Or simply spread the awareness.

And please remember- paedophiles are not just 'weird, old lonely men in raincoats, hanging around kiddies parks'  

They are of every age and description, in EVERY profession, and They may have their eyes on your child right now!

COPINE/SAP SCALE

Peadophile Unit- New Scotland yard

The 'Toy' - Dedicated to the paedophile unit at New Scotland Yard.

Paedophile information exchange

Database for UK and Eire paedophiles and child abusers

An interview with a sadistic paedophile..(trigger warning) hard to watch, but you need to be informative when it comes to protecting your children. Like this man- respected in his job, had a wife and children..yet was sadistically raping children- including his own stepson.

Paedophile pride day

Paedophiles call for same rights as homosexuals.

paedophiles that help run this country

child care homes and pornography/abuse

The paedophile information exchange-EXPOSED

Child molesters- government research 

NAMBLA- tribute to Michael Jackson 

Paedophiles- prison lament...On NAMBLA 

symbols and codes that paedophiles use 

The tools to help parents/carers to protect children against sexual predators 

Perverted justice 

paedophilia. Wikipedia 

A list of child sex offenders inside our government 

Judges..don't commit crimes... 

New trends in child sexual abuse offending

Barrister and judge call a 13yrold sex abuse victim 'predatory' 

Sanctuary for survivors of abuse

I have just launched a funding campaign in order to help victims and survivors of abuse. You may donate (anything) You can pay via paypal.. Or just clicking the link will help my cause. I thank you in advance...

Please take a look at my campaign link-Thank you!

Adult Personal Services...

...or rather...Paying to sexually assault and rape.

If you purchase a product-say on Ebay, and you receive that item through the post. You expect only the best for your money. A prompt delivery service,with the goods- unbroken and intact. And also the correct size,colour etc.
Following that, you may or may not- write the sellers a good review or indeed, a bad one. Depending on whether you are happy or unhappy with the seller and in order to recommend or warn off other potential customers.

You can also do the same if you buy (Rent) a girls or woman's body for an hour or so. You can write a good review, if you are happy or a bad review, if you are dissatisfied with the product (service provider).
You can then post it on 'prostitution review sites' such as this U.K one - 'PunterNet'  ("the most successful of the prostitute-reviewing sites" London Evening Standard" )
prostitution reviews

So, if your 'service provider' was compliant and submissive to all of your sexual demands.
 For example- If she was the 'dirtiest' of whores, who likes being slapped in the face, her hair pulled, treated very rough and enjoys being gang raped.  Then you can recommend her to other customers.
On the other hand, if your service provider did not respond well to your sexual demands, because...
[Actual words of the punters]

 'She was psychologically damaged'
 'A drug user'
 'Diseased'
''Slack holed (From too many customers)'
 'Bruised all over and painfully thin'
 'Just lies there, staring coldly at the ceiling'  or 'Behaves like a dead fish or corpse'
 'Does not show enjoyment'
 'Too sore- from up to 20 hole renters a day'
 'Demonstrates horror and disgust'
 'Hates the work and just lies there with her eyes closed' or 'She constantly grimaces in pain and so it only lasts a few minutes'
Then you- as a paying customer, can write your bad review- in order to warn other punters to not waste their money and to stay away from the likes of her.
And even though, many of these punters know, that the majority of these girls and women are prostituted by pimps- via brothels, masquerading as escort agencies, saunas and massage parlours. Who Illegally and with impunity. Continuously rent out- used, abused and damaged goods for cash. The punters don't care.
 Because, they-as customers feel that they are entitled to a first class service. Where they should be able to gratify their most depraved, selfish, degrading sexual fantasies and urges on healthy, sexually motivated and highly responsive women- Who are willing and happy to satisfy their every demand.

Do these punters ever wonder why there are so many unsatisfied customers?
And isn't prostitution illegal in the U.K???
Examples of prostitution reviews by punters (Trigger warning)

Girls can do HORROR too!

Some of my covers for horror books

In 1971, when I was eleven years old, I started to get into horror movies, magazines and books. I loved it! But, when I began drawing images of horror. Everyone around me, seemed to shun and chastise me. And even though my male counterparts, gleefully drew their pictures of horror, which consisted of blood thirsty monsters, people getting shot, stabbed and hacked up or soldiers being blown to pieces.  My images were frowned upon. I was viewed as 'disturbed'. My teachers at school would try and dissuade me from rendering the blood, gore and deformed figures that I drew. They would say "Why are you doing such horrible pictures-why don't you draw nice things?"

It seemed to be okay, expected and almost encouraged for males to render horror. It was yet another accepted  'Boys will be boys' kinda deal.
 This is how they are, and girls shouldn't be this way. Girls should draw happy, nice things, like flowers, fairies and unicorns.
They made me feel so bad about myself, that I stopped drawing what I wanted, and began drawing to appease others around me. I drew animals, flowers and movie stars. And although the reactions were favourable and flattering, I wasn't really happy. I was made to feel as though there was something wrong with me! And at the time, I felt such resentment to the boys, because they could do whatever they pleased.
When I look back, I see that it was all a case of gender conditioning. Imposed upon me, by teachers, parents, society and the media.

So, my life had begun as a baby girl, forced to wear frilly dresses, knickers and bows. I was merely an ornament. Who's main role in life was to look pretty, be polite, cook and clean, and serve the males around me, in the hope that I would procure a rich husband and live happily ever after.  I can remember being so angry and resentful inside, as I had to spend most of my childhood doing household drudgery. whilst my brothers did nothing and enjoyed complete freedom.
After a while, I stopped drawing altogether. I could not derive any pleasure from drawing the nice things that I was supposed to. I gave up my only source of expression.
Then, in 2000, I began to draw and paint again, in order to make money at my local art galleries. I was selling very 'nice' pictures of flowers, trees and landscapes. But, I was not happy. I was completely bored, unfulfilled  and it was so very servile.
 Then one day, I just decided to paint EXACTLY what I wanted to paint! I had found and embraced my freedom of expression! And this time -nobody was going to tell me what to paint or what not to paint EVER AGAIN!!
In 2007, when I first posted my horror art onto the internet. I received very mixed reactions. Some thought it great, but others called me names like 'Evil' 'Satanic' 'Witch' 'Disturbed' and 'Fucked-up'
And again, many people would say (And still say) "Why don't you paint 'nice' things?'
Would those same people ask male horror artists the same question? or horror writers like Stephen King to write about pleasantries? I don't think so! It would not even occur to them!

So, as I look around on the internet in 2013, nothing much has changed. The horror industry is still male dominated.
Although, I am happy to say that my art is being used as covers for horror books. It's a good start. And hopefully, it will be inspirational to other girls and women. Who, like me, were/ are suppressed into those oppressive, traditional female roles.

So, whatever gender you are. And whether you are a boy who likes fairies or a girl who likes monsters -  Be whatever you want to be... not what others expect you to be!

 

It's a judicial crime - to give the lesser charge of manslaughter on a child rapist and killer of a baby girl.

In my never-ending quest to seek answers and the reasons why - so many humans commit sexual violence with such impunity and total disregard of human life. And to receive such leniency in relation to their despicable crimes. I attempted to relate the rape and murder of yet another innocent baby, to any similar occurrences amongst primates. With the idea, that within these most vile and evil of people. There could be a possibility of inherent, primeval sexual urges. That were not being regulated and governed by higher brain functioning, which contributes enormously to our (so called) advanced civilization....

Baby girl raped and left dead in California.

Chimp stimulates itself sexually by using a frog.

Much to my surprise, I failed to find such material within the animal kingdom.
There was the odd 'rape' Which occurred amongst some creatures, such as Ducks and Dolphins.  But I found no comparison to this human act, which occurs on a major scale worldwide. And not just for sexual self gratification, but for monetary wealth also.  The video above, was my closest match. That of a young chimpanzee stimulating itself sexually by penetrating a frogs mouth and then discarding it when satiated and leaving it for dead.
Whereas, the human male- Jose Aguilar, who was refused sex by his partner (The mother of a baby girl) Became angry and told her that 'He would see to himself in the bathroom'. He then decided and proceeded to rape 9 month old Serenity. He bludgeon her skull,left her for dead, and then ran away.

Was this out of frustration? Anger? His sense of sexual entitlement? His uncontrollable sexual urges? His fantasy? or his psychopathy?

He then went on to lie about what had happened to Serenity. He said that she had fallen off the couch, even though she had suffered two separate, depressed skull fractures and severe trauma and destruction of her vagina.

And, this 'Sub-human' is only being charged with 1st degree MANSLAUGHTER! Meaning that, he is not culpable, because he didn't mean to kill her??!!
And please note the comments underneath this horrific news item. Society and the judicial system cannot blame the child (As in many rape victim blaming). So, they blame the mother.

HOW ABOUT BLAMING JOSE AGUILAR!!!

So, let's not call people like Aguilar 'Animals'. Animals, don't actually rape and kill their young.
It seems that only Human sexual psychopaths do...
And despite their criminal pasts and high recidivism rate. They are often let back into society, after cheating the system and deceiving psychotherapists. To rape and kill again....

And although, I'm adverse to using this beautiful animal as a metaphor...I feel it's most apt...
' A leopard NEVER changes it's spots!'